If I only have one life, let me live it as a blonde.

M-F-H

2010-05-21T12:14:00.000-07:00

FCKING ACT

YOUR AGE

BITCH!

I seriously don't understand your behaviour.

I mean seriously, what do you get from treating people like this?

Honestly, you don't deserve my respect so, I will talk to you in whatever way that I want.

I don't care if people love me or not, at least they know I'm being truthful about my thoughts.

I don't go around stabbing people in their backs.

LIKE M-F HYPOCRITE.

bloody hell!

Ultra Music Festival or Trance Energy anyone?

2010-05-19T09:21:00.000-07:00

SWEDISH HOUSE MAFIA at Ultra Music Festival 2010

Leave This World Behind 2009

"People can you hear me, there's a message that I'm sending out, I got the answer to all your problem, and tonight I be singing it loud.

Just surrender youself to the rhythm, Put your hands up in the sky, feel the energy deep inside your system and leave this world behind.

Leave the world behind us."

One (New Single)

TIESTO at Ultra Music Festival 2009

ARMIN VAN BUUREN at Trance Energy 2010

MARKUS SCHULZ at Trance Energy 2010

the hangover & white chicks :D

2010-05-19T09:06:00.000-07:00

The Last Song

2010-05-19T08:01:00.000-07:00

Last thursday, went on a movie date with dear Nabilah.

She wanted to catch this movie, I was slightly skeptic about the movie because of Miley Cyrus. To me, she can't really act nor sing thus I thought I would be wasting my money but at the end of it all, the movie was worth my money.

I cried.

I cried like a baby. It was sad movie. I mean to fall in love, is so romantic.

Then the father dying is another heartbreak. I cried during the part when her father died.

It is really sad. I can't imagine if I lost my parents.

Losing your parents is like the worst thing ever because no one can ever replace them.

I love mine to bits and pieces.

Overall rating : 3.5/5?

I bet the book is better.

I didn't manage to read it though. I am not a avid reader. Thus, explains.

date(s)

2010-05-05T10:47:00.000-07:00

MOVIE DATE WITH BF TODAYYYYYY :D

yes, finally. after months of not hitting the movies.

firstly because, we don't have the time and secondly, there hasn't been any really nice movies to watch.

school ended at 2 pm today so i was suppose to meet him at orchard as i decided to watch the movie at cineleisure but i got a call from bf that he managed to borrow his friend's car so he picked me up from school. AND the other reason was that he's friend's bike broke down so bf was kind of a chauffeur to him. so anyways, reached orchard at around 3.30pm. got our tickets. we were watching IP MAN 2. I LOVE THE MOVIE. thumbs up! the fighting scenes are really goooooodddd. in the midst of one of the last scenes, someone in the cinema was applauding. LOL.

it's as if he was there in the movie. funny.

after the movie, had dinner at ramen ten. after so long, not eating spicy food, the spicy ramen burnt my lips man. i can feel it being swollen. like getting a botox.

drove to dempsey and saw charlesy!

"for once, i see you not sleeping" that's what i said to charles.

he gave me my money back, but seriously, that wasn't the reason i went to dempsey ok. cool place he work at though. but so friken overpriced.

then met my dearest ex-store manager for a catch up session. we all headed to mustafa to get my shoe bag. just grabbed something cheap! talk cock as always then back home.

i have yet to do my tutorials and probably get some sleep. but i have the fear that i may be waking late. and i need to pack my bag for gym tomorrow still.

that's all for now.

LOVE.

brain-cracking, ears-bursting.

2010-05-04T05:39:00.000-07:00

OK, it has been WEEKS since i last updated.

I'm sorry, just been lazy.

VERY.

So many things have happened. I had my holidays and now back in school.

Holidays was dull, I was a slave for Starbucks as per normal.

In the midst of the third week of school and I just bought my lecture notes just now.

I have been disorientated without it, really. Most of you must be thinking, what a great way to start the term. But hell, at least I have it now right. Better late than never.

French is always interesting and it is the only class that I always look forward to. Thank God I got a good teacher and a good class because Zetty, Val and Sher are the same class as me. I guess we are really the lucky ones, the rest got really scattered around.

Then there was ACCOUNTING! OMG, where can i begin? I was randomly nominated as the module rep which to me is so redundant and I am in the same group as THE ANJING. BUT thankfully, it's only for this module. If I were to get another group with her, I will kill myself.

People keep saying why am I so mean to her, but god, what is it about her there is to like? Seriously? Okay, you can try listing down some good points about her and I will intently listen to it.

1 sec.

2 sec.

3 sec.

..........................................

30 minutes.

45 minutes.

1 hour.

okay, accept it. I can give you one whole lifetime and you still have yet to give me an answer. Trust me.

MOVING ON,

business law. another OMG.

First impression of lecturer; an auntie that has some corporate wardrobe.

Her voice is so darn irritating. She seriously remind me of the typical Singaporean auntie that is so kiasu. You know the ones that runs to empty sits in crowded trains kind.

And she used to be a lawyer. I mean, imagine her in a courtroom with judge and all. I pity the judge. I bet he was hoping the session could end soon or just shove in some ear plugs so that he shall not hear her BEAUTIFUL VOICE.

I am mean.

Retail Studies. Small petite teacher but such deep voice. I mean, can talk properly or not? If you close your eyes and hear her voice, you thought it was a guy. But she is fun.

I don't understand these lecturers, like i think they seriously have an issue with their voices.

I still have to stand this for the next few months then I won't see them again, hopefully for some.

Tomorrow school start at 12pm and ends at 2pm. Then off to cineleisure to meet BF!

Planning to watch ironman 2. Can't wait. :D

volkswagen scirocco

2010-03-29T04:58:00.000-07:00

Tell me this is a gorgeous car, please.

I'm so in love with it but it will rip my pocket apart.

That's why they are called "dream cars".

scenario 1

2010-03-10T10:28:00.000-08:00

Put yourself in my shoes.

You are a shift supervisor. You are a kind of person that doesn't really follow the hierarchy, only in certain situations you enforce the "I'm the supervisor, you're the worker" shit, as you feel everyone has a say in what they are doing. So, there is a new partner in your store, she has another job working as a server opposite the store. She may know most of your other partners, but NOT YOU. You never engage in a real conversation with her before, you guys are not friends nor aquaintances. Thus, both of you are practically strangers to each other.

On her first day, she requested for mark-out food from you but not directly from you, from your partners that know her. The things that piss you off was the fact that;

1. She didn't acknowledge you.

A BASIC rule to develop any form of relationship be it aquaintainces, friends, co-workers. ALL BEGINS WITH A SIMPLE INTRODUCTION OF YOUR NAME.

2. She didn't ask from you.

You are the supervisor on that shift. So, BASIC form of respect especially when you are still new in the store or system is knowing who is who.

3. She acts as if she is LITTLE ALL THAT, fck you btch.

You want to be friends with the people in the store and think you are what defines fun?

FYI, you are making friends with people that are so INSIGNIFICANT.

The person you really need to be nice to is people like me, because i can make your life a living hell.

I did it before to someone, don't make me do it again.

WHAT A FIRST IMPRESSION YOU LEAVE ON ME.

& honestly, it's going to take a lot before I can be nice to you, seriously.

sorry btch.

mad tv babyyyy

2010-02-25T17:15:00.000-08:00

2010-02-24T06:20:00.000-08:00

I'm suppose to be studying right now but my mind just don't want to. I'll study later maybe.

I always do it at the very last minute. BAD HABIT, i know.

I have been feeling very tired lately, i guess it's all about the stress.

Anyway, today's one of my proudest days ever.

I cooked, like literally cooked.

It's not often I cook & I can't recall the last time I did actually so it's a milestone for me. :)

In case you guys are wondering what I cooked, it isn't anything fancy just chicken in sweet and spicy chilli and fried cabbage with chilli.

My sister compliment me saying it taste good so......how can i not be proud of myself? lol.

I wanted to tell you about my dearest brother.

I cooked him chicken and asked him to eat it with rice which he never does, ever.

Yes, my brother doesn't eat rice or any malay food except for hongkong mee.

He likes pizza, hotdogs, nuggets, fries, eggs & what else. Anything western and no rice.

I wonder where he got that genes from, because sure as hell ain't from my family.

I gave him quite a big bowl of the rice with the chicken and told him that he has to finish it if not I won't him sleep with me.

I left him with the food and did my chores. I got back to see that the bowl was half empty.

I asked,

Me: Why you never finish it?

HIM: I can't, I'm full.

ME: But i cooked it especially for you. How can you not eat it? I don't want to love you anymore. * I made a pathetic sad face. Crocodile tears.

You guys should have seen his face when I made my sad face. HAHAHAHAHA.

Adorable, he almost wanted to cry too. I laughed like crazy after that.

He hugged me and said, "Ok, I'll eat 5 more spoons. I really can't finish it"

How thoughtful isn't he? God, I love him.

Now, he's snoring away next to me.

Well, we have to enjoy these little things.

Last paper tomorrow, everyone's like not really focused on studying.

Everyone's really thinking about holidays, which officially starts at 11 am tomorrow.

& they planning to catch a movie after but I won't be joining as I have to look after my dearest brother. I'll go out on friday. So, won't be a problem.

Well, all the best to everyone on their last paper.

& ENJOY THE FRIKEN HOLIDAYS BABY. :)

2010-02-19T19:23:00.000-08:00

THE HOTTEST PEOPLE EVER

&they play one hell of a tune.

Tiesto

Gareth Emery

Tydi

Diplo

This picture just melts my heart

SEXY

yishun dammm

2010-02-19T17:53:00.000-08:00

spent the night with these lovely people, they never failed to make me laugh.

funny that we've known each other for nearly 3 years guys.

how fast time flies.

Gay Bastards. LOL.

Someone said she looks like road kill, and sure ain't me.

Rude right?

Ifran, O.F.B : original fat boy.

That's what we use to call him. One of the best mates that can cheer up your dull morning.

Miss working openings with him, always laughing!

Sarah, A good friend to talk to about anything.

Good shit, you finally decided to tender baby.

thumbs UP! =)

Iskandar, Abang ON.

He's the definition of "by the book", we have our good and bad moments but still one of the best managers I know.

2010-02-12T05:39:00.000-08:00

god, i'm feeling so shitty now and i don't have a good reason for why i am feeling like this.

it seems to be a pretty normal day but something just don't feel right and i don't know what it is.

i'm being very temperamental.

i need to clear my mind.

just don't think of anything.

ANYTHING.

what's up brother?

2010-02-11T05:02:00.000-08:00

The most irritating person at home. But, i still love him very much.

Mohammad Akasyah

2010-02-10T23:09:00.000-08:00

I know all the girls out there have ever thought of their dream wedding when they are young, right? Who hasn't? A day when you just want everything to be perfect. Well, this is my version of the perfect wedding. Ok, this is just my dream alright. I know the one who's marrying me will not afford my bull but as long as he love me, I'm contented.

First, the engagement ring.

It's the ring he is going to propose you to, so it is very critical. I think some girls actually reject the proposal if they find the ring just inappropriate, which i just find appalling. I mean, you're marrying the guy, not the ring. It need not be big, just perfect on your finger. You would not want to have a big fat frosting on your skinny boned finger. That will be weird and stupid.

For me, this is perfect.

Classic Winston Emerald-Cut Diamond Ring

Image from Harry Winston website

Next, the wedding dress.

The dress you going to walk down the aisle in, which is your moment to look beautiful for once in your whole life. No matter how fat or ugly you are, people will still say "Oh, look at her. So gorgeous." So, the perfect dress is very very extremely important. Who makes the perfect wedding dress other than Miss Vera Wang. I can't decide on one, so these are my top choices.

I know, why the black dress? It's my wedding and not a funeral. I just find so much elegance in black. & black is my favorite color, so that explains.

God, but to me, wedding is not important. It is the honeymoon. Wedding receptions are just a chance for people to flaunt their wealth. I rather enjoy my honeymoon with my new husband, going to place I have always dreamt of going. I can list down where actually but it will be too long a list. I do this again later.

Toodles. =)

silence is a virtue.

2010-02-10T09:15:00.000-08:00

i just wish i can shut up for one day.

because i know how noisy i can be at times and how people are irritated by me.

peace and quiet and chance to meditate.

meditate my ass.

2010-02-09T18:41:00.001-08:00

crash and burn baby.

2010-02-09T04:12:00.000-08:00

sometimes, i wonder if i am a good friend?

OVERRATED SHIT!

2010-02-09T01:45:00.002-08:00

AND WHAT'S UP WITH PEOPLE AND THEIR FCKING SEX VIDEO?

EVERYONE HAS SEX BUT YOU DON'T NEED TO FCKING PUBLISH IT SO THAT THE WHOLE FCKING WORLD COULD SEE IT?

YOUR BODY IS NOT DIFFERENT FROM EVERYONE ELSE'S.

WHAT? ARE YOU BORN WITH 3 TITS AND 5 PUSSIES?

IF YOU DO, THEN YOU JOIN A FREAK SHOW.

SLUTS!

2010-02-09T01:45:00.001-08:00

& i can't feel my legs. fck.

what has become of them?

2010-02-07T04:48:00.001-08:00

can i hate my own race?

i don't know why but i feel so ashamed to be a malay.

can't they differentiate between right and wrong? good and bad?

do they always need a sign to keep reminding them?

and why are they born to be so fucking shallow, like really shallow.

can't they just take a moment and think, just think about the actions they want to take and the consequences of these actions?

yes, i admit i am no angel but heck, i don't understand what they trying to do in their life.

like seriously.

you want to enjoy your life, doing things that you see in the television but has it ever come across your tiny little brain that the what they are doing is actually wrong? well, i don't think so.

for example, pre-marital sex, homosexuality, bisexuality and whatsoever.

it's so sad to see how dysfunctional the society has become and what's more appalling is the fact that no one actually realized how greatly it has affected us and no one actually cares anymore.

it's like a norm, things that you see everyday and people just can't tell that it's wrong anymore.

pathetic.

2010-01-31T22:47:00.000-08:00

malay language 101

when you get angry please say the following;

pukimakanaksundalpalaanjingsialnakmampospunyebabipalabuto

2010-01-29T06:51:00.000-08:00

Ok,i'm done with the editing of the blog.

2010-01-29T05:48:00.001-08:00

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